For the past six years I have defined myself as a "high school teacher". One who deals with the crazy and unpredictable stage that is adolescence everyday. Some called me crazy, others call me brave, some just think I'm a saint to volunteer for this kind of gig. But for me, it's been perfect.
Now, Deer Valley is by no means a glamorous school. (although growing up it was the talk of the town about how nice the facilities were). I kind of blame it on my previous assignment at La Sierra because I had just the PERFECT years teaching there. I think I sort of idolize it as more wonderful then it was because I feel like I am constantly judging DVHS by its standards. Anyway - what I'm trying to say is that these past 3 months of teaching there haven't been all roses and butterflies, especially as the school year comes closer to the end, I am definitely ready to be done. Like the kid who is an open drug hustler, and comes late to class every day. Is it bad that I kind of pray he doesn't show up. And do a little dance when he is suspended, which is often. Probably. And the class that lines up at the door 5 minutes before the lunch bell rings. And I have to stand at the doorway to make sure they don't just leave. And the class that throws everything they own on the floor because it's the "custodians job" to clean it up. Oh that just bugs me. And the girl with A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E. That time she and I got into a bit of a brawl - I won't go into details - and she screams "You're not my mom" - the only logical reply - "Thank heavens for that". I don't remember the ending after that. Anyway - I digress.
On Thursday, my position as a teacher will be ending. That's weird for me. I have been trying to get a full time position at the school where I've been covering, but for some reason, it appears that just isn't in the cards for me. I'll probably be substitute teaching next school year again, but that just isn't the same as having your own students and classroom. And for the summer, I am jobless. Totally and utterly free. I haven't been that since my own school days.
So there you go. There are a lot of "last times" in life that I remember. Your last day in college, your last day in a given city, your last day single. Its weird when big stuff like that comes to an end. Like your last day in your career. (look at me all down and sour. I just don't predict the economy flipping in a few short months making a history job available for me anytime soon).
And that's all I have to say about that. I suppose that means my next post will have to be something happy. Perhaps the "happiest post on Earth" if you will. And I will.